these days, i always thinking what i'm going to do if i didn't get what i want.Basically, it's what you call dream.Yea, seriously i've been thinking of it every night until it make me can't sleep early.Bad for me, totally.
First of all, of course I want to go to university.I mean it's everyone dream, rights?The result is just around the corner maybe, so i just have to wait.Applying for UPU, looking for a scholarship and check SPA.Well, really waiting is a pain.i hate it but i have to.But then, i was thinking what if i never get it.My mind say, i was not even doing very well on my exam, how i'm supposed to pass it.it's really make me scared.
So, instead of thinking too negative.I've decided to do many things.Actually, i just think about it not really do it yet.
As what you can see the picture above.Sewing or a designer maybe.
I love fashion but I'm not a really fashionable person.I mean because of my lack of everything.No money, no life.so, i've to make money first.
then, this one.this is my saviour.i do make a lots of money by doing this.but then, i just don't have the mood to do it anymore.Maybe because someone has taken the mood.
Seriously, I want to bake some cakes.Just for fun or maybe someday I can sell it.Who knows?But thinking of it, my heart felt so down.I wish i can live alone but my house still full of the facilities.i can't do anything if there is people looking at me.
Cooking.i'm a girl, so totally i like to cook but like what i said just now,i just can do it if i'm alone.Watching AFC channel, make me like seriously want to cook.Just don't push me.i cant do it myself.
and the last one, design ze house of familia.Still at the same site cause the site will be mine someday.Near the river but the river totally not a nice one.I want to decorate my own house that is suitable for a big family as mine.Full of facilities.Modern.
