Lives

Another story you shouldn't tell anyone.You don't have the right! Althought you hate it so much, you just shouldn't do that.behave please.think deeply.

I was like 'oh my god, what is going on? You totally mess up with the wrong person.'Not that I want to defend anybody but when it involves someone who I care too much, the most important person in my life, seriously you're going to dead.bet me, I'll do that.

I don't even want to look at your face.why? Cause you've been hurting her..hissshhhh, for crying out loud, you all should just get out from this house and try to live on yourself.bloodsucker.never realised what they got here.never appreciate.not even once.try to stand up on yourself outside there and feel what it was like.

Living here, you never feel the lack of food, shelter and even an entertainment.so, you think these era are being so easy on someone like you.please..you don't even want to imagine what was it feel like.hell.

It is better if just two of us here.no one want to interfere.freedom.free to do anything.bloodsucker.get out from here.

I'm getting bored with all of you.get you own life, dudes.

I'm serious about what i've been talking.

If you want to live peaceful, pack ur bags and stuff and go.go anywhere.go until you got your own sense back.don't leave anything here.it's better.

And you, you know you have been doing a mistake but not even once you want to apologize to her.what kind of human you're.? Seriously she's never like you the moment you get married with her son.never.me neither.

All of you make me disgusted.

If I can get you out from here , it's my honour to do that.I'll totally do it.

Then, I will destroy this house and built our own house.my own house.I'll try to make her happy.

Naaa

Yet another life i've to go through.just going to do anything.people keep asking what i'm going to do, further my study or what else? Don't make me confused. Pleases.I know myself .I know what I want.
I hope there's no one want to interfere in my life.it's my decision, so please have some respect on what I'm doing.Its not going to kill you either.just please stay away.

I have my own reason.

In dilemma

I always having this kind of situation lately.Do what I  want or do what people want? It's  on myself actually but when people keep giving me pressure, I just can't handle it.I just can't go through.

I've been dreaming about something what I really want to do.I'm kinda into arts.My passion.just like what i've been said in my previous entry, I can't work under people.

So, when you're involved into arts , it's something that you can't run.brahhhhhhh.I got no ideas to write anyway, so let's just end it here.till then

Just have to do

Okay....not so well nowadays.not in the good mood probably.but who cares other than myself, righto???

I just have to stand and make myself stronger to go through my life.it's not like i'm being unthankful for what I've given but i'm feeling stressed these days.

I feel lost.feel tired.

I just have to do...

Feeling so empty these day.maybe just because im not intended to make any contact to His.too far away from His.forgetting it all about...too much sin i've been doing.still no regret.

Im lost in my own lifetime.

I'm lost in my own world

What do you expect?

I'm being me is not just so me.how could I do that? Where's myself?

I need a motivator.have to straighten myself from depression. Not depression yet just almost.braaahhhhh, give me a time.lalalalala, don't be insane, honeyyyy..gaaaaaaaaaa, be somebody else.yourself is not good enough.