What a day

I was stucked in here
And  I dont know what to do

Seem like I dont have life
It was bored and dull
No happiness
Stressed.

Trapped.

Urghhh.
If I were alone
It's easy
I dont need to care other person's heart.

Do whatever I love to

Mudah enigma katanya

Ingat benda tu semudah abc ke?

Jangan cakaplah kalau sekadar omongan murahan.
Kau siapa?
Perkecilkan hak orang lain sesuka hati bagai dunia ni kau yang punya.

1 2 3.sebut senanglah.
Definisi di sebalik yang tersirat,
Dapat kau rungkaikan?

Sebab

Sebab sudah cukup puas
Aku kan lain
Kau pun lain
Memang,
Memang tak ada orang yang pernah puas
Tapi itu bukan hal aku
Aku tak nak sibuk hal kau
Jauh sekali berbaloi

Mungkin
Kau fikir demikian
Hakikatnya
Kau tak pernah tau.

Jauh beribu batu pun kau canang
Aku ada kisah

Sebab sudah cukup puas dengan apa yang kau ada
Puas hati bukannya akal fikiran
Hati yang dah berpolemik
Enteng sahaja benda itu
Kau peduli apa kan.

Dunia

Dunia aku.Dunia kau.
Berbeza.
Solusinya bukan mudah.Mencari kan terkapai kapai inikan hendak memiliki.
Berbaloinya menunggu, bukan  urusan aku hendakkan   sibukkan.

Maka, aku berbeza.
Kau juga begitu.
Tiada salah tapi apakan daya takdir bukannya kau yang tentukan.
Hidup di atas muka bumi ni menumpang, lambat laun kau pasti ditelan bumi juga.
Paksi disini .
Kelak apa  yang akan jadi.

Dot

A lot of things mingle in my mind right now.Like  seriously, I never stop thinking and it's not a serious things actually.Just I'm being too paranoid.

Scared what will happen.
Scared I couldn't take it.
Scared I don't deserve for it.
Scared for being unhappy person.
Scared for being a fake person.

To do what I want to do is hard.

I need to escape from this place and go far away.A place where people didn't recognize me and accept me for who I am.

I always been dreaming about it but I don't know wether I could make it someday.

Again

Tomorrow, interview again.Honestly, I didn't want to do the best cause  I don't want to get that job.It's not worthy for me.

I'll just try my luck.Cause my passion is art.Any kind of art.Fashion, photography, drawing and others.

But who cares?

Fantasy

This cottage barely known.It was located at forest whom people will never dare to go.To much stories that frightened the villagers.Vampires, werewolf and others creatures.Despite the fact, the forest full with harmony and peace.It's beyond the people's expectation that could make you never leave this place for the rest of your life.

That cottage now was owned by a young girl who her parents has  died.That young girl is very beautiful, her shape was every girls dream.Man wouldn't let go their eyes if they saw her..

But living alone 10 years after her parents died, she's wondering what it was like outside there.She's too lonely there.And she's just turn out 19 years old two days ago.

She's never leave the cottage for her entire life.Her life were dedicated at the cottage where she's grown  up there.

The truth is her parents are witch.She couldn't leave that place too easily, her parent had prepared everything for her.If she's want to leave the place, she have to break the rules which she didn't  even know.

The harmony of the place just within the cottage area but its big enough to explore.The fact is, vampire, werewolf and other creatures are exist at that forest.Her parent use a power to protect the cottage area from all that things.

Diary

There is something that always make up my mind.
Barely I dont know.

Something that I couldn't explained.

Hard to tell.
Swirl in my mind.

You couldn't make it simple.
Nor am I
It just beyond my expectation.

Telling the whole world

Living in this world

There are second in your time
Where do you feel  didn't want to do anything

Just lay down and sleep all the time
Let's what happen.