Just

There are so many things i wanna talk. I want to express my feeling, yet i dont know how..so here i am just writing something silly post. 

I feel like i want shout

A part of life

Well
Someone got married today.someone who i never knew much, never got to know properly.well, let just say he's mmmmm.....i dont know what to say.

Guess its a special post for him.haha yea.just a lil bit of my stories

Anyway, thanks for being a small part of my life.A very little apples of my eyes.
Congratulation on ur wedding

Wednesday

Another day i have been through with ughhhhhh.

do you think its easy to adapt with all of you?
No its not easy.
Seriously.

Its take time for me to know all of u and get along with you.Imagine if you were in my shoes.Im different and you different.You should be thankful for who i am right now.Cause if you know me before this, you won't ever see me talk to to you.I'll just be quiet and quiet.Just nod and shake my head for every answers.

Me, before this..hmmmmmmm.what to say?
Im really a quiet and shy person.
In terms of making friends, i failed.I dont have so much friends.

I'd rather be alone and do my own things.

My monday

So today
Started my day with my usually routines and get ready for work.I mean practical work not officially working yet.yea.

Its Raya's celebration today at Htan.To be truth, it wasnt that happening.The food , there's no variety.I expect more than that since N.9 was famous with spicy traditional foods but then.......hmmmmmm

And met with fellow handsome doctors..hahaha..silly.Still have time to eyeing someone.but who cares, right?

Mu

So this is my first attempt in make up thingy.

A concealer and lip balm (other than compact powder)

Do u know how serious i am in this kind of thing?I even youtube how to use a make up but in a natural way.I don't like heavy make up by the way.

I even tried the concealer and lip balm in the toilet since i don't have the courage to show off to my friends.You see how embarassed i am infront of them.

They must be shocked if if i suddenly put any make up on my face.Yea because i am someone  that they know would not take anything for granted..ha maybe.

So maybe it will happen someday.
When im with my new friends maybe.
Or when im having my vacation or travelling alone.So i can show off in my camera, upload it  in my new instagram account .A new me maybe.

I still need to buy other things as well.concealer and lip balm isnt enough.I know.Cause when i bought those two things, i bought it secretly.I guess i will only use it when we are having  our mid sem holiday September later.

Till then..

Look back

When i look back at my writing
I felt funny
Yea its good to write some stories.who knows its remind you something happen back then.
Recall all your memories.
But i admit that my writing doesnt completed.
There are still some missing parts.
There are still good stories that i havent share yet.
My journey, my experience

I should spend more times on my secret blog so i can read it someday.Like what im doing rite now.
In other way, i just want to practise my english writing cause you know its still suck anyway.

Haha.

So, basically its about 10 months i will finish my studies.i just want to get over with it and live my mysterious kind of life.hee.specifically because i dont have any vision on what is going on my life now.

You see, i should make some travelog later maybe.
So its gonna be kinda interesting.

Ohh i cant wait!!!

Oh by the way,
I dont know why im interested in make up thingy.I feel like i just want to make up myself and be someone else.Be a different person.A bold person.
No way.

I just like korean make up.its looks so sweet and innocent.so i just wanna try it but maybe someday when there's only me.

Foundation, bb cream, cc cream, concealer and so on that i just knew.oo god, showing an interest in make up at the age of 22.gaaaaa i am so out dated person.

Living the day

Sometimes
I just want to be alone
Alone and alone
I just want to go through my life alone
Doesn't matter
I don't care being alone
Its always about me

When im alone
I don't have to think another people
I will just do anything i want
Go wherever i want
Never hesitated to do anything
Cause im alone
Alone doesn't mean lonely
There are many ways to make it full of surprise
There are many colours

I just want to finish my practical thingy and studies
So i can travel alone someday