Fine on the outside

I never had that many friends growing up
So I learned to be okay with just me
Just me, just me, just me

And I'll be just fine on the outside.

I like to eat in school by myself anyway
So I'll just stay right here
Right here, right here, right here

And I'll be fine on the outside

And so I just sit in my room
After hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

So I left home
I packed up and I moved far away
From my past one day
And I laughed
I laughed, I laughed, I laughed

I sound fine on the outside

Oh oh oh [4x]
Oh oh oh

Sometimes I feel lost sometimes I'm confused
Sometimes I find that I'm not alright
And I cry, and I cry, and I cry

Oh oh oh [4x]
Oh oh oh

So I just sit in my room
After hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

♥ok, to be honest I kinda like this song cause its reminds me of who i am before this. I am far away to be known by most people because i was really a timid person. Sometimes i just like being alone, just me. So, i dont have to put much hope on other person, so i have to be independent..

You know, people changes, right??
I dont know what should I describe myself right now.Sometimes i felt that i have changed but sometimes i dont. Its hard to be me honestly..

5 years

Oohh the day has come yet i've been forgotten about it. I mean not at all, it just today i completely lost.
Maybe that's why my heart beat faster than ever lately. A suddenly attacks.

Well, i shouldn't forget this date ever in my wholelife. The day we have been separated. The day I can't see him anymore. Yea, 5 years has completely gone and still my heart feeling sad wherenever i think about him.

Dear my late father,
I will always n always love u n miss u. You have thought me a lot.

Ever since you have gone, my life completely different. It weren't the same anymore without you.