Anaphylactic reaction

So, last week, it had been a very hectic day for me and my friends. I got stung by something that i'm not sure what it this and it caused me a condition that i've never been through

Anaphylactic reaction

Thats what they call it. Never in my mind, i will get this kind of reaction by an incident.

And I thought its not that serious until i've been admitted to red zone as soon as they heard my symtomps such as dizziness, rashes, vomitting and others. First, I told them i got stung by something.

They quickly rushed me into red zone, checking blood and pulse rate. Got normal saline and some kind of medicine like epinephrine maybe if im not mistaken through my veins. It got me sleepy all the time and i didnt have chance to take a photo what was i look at that time.hey, its my first time in emergency room so i was kinda excited.haha silly me.

Thanks god i have my friends whom i can rely on since im having my practical days in other state.

To be honest, its one of my experience that i cant never forget in my life.
But the sadly part about this, i cant excuse myself from getting this kind of situation again cause i dont know i've gotten stung by what kind of insect it is. And i dont think its a bee cause i have been stung by a bee multiple times but nver have this kind of reaction and i didnt saw any bees flew away at that time.

Hari ini

Today, i pray to god

To have someone whom i can trust
Someone to stand by my side
Always
Someone who i can rely on
Someone i can talk to

To share stories
Travel together

But right now, i know i was just keep dreaming

Tidak lama lagi, kemungkinan ada satu berita yg membuatkan hati sedikit galau
Tapi aku tau
Hari itu akan tiba juga
Aku tau yang aku tunggu itu sia-sia saja

Tapi apa yang boleh aku buat?

Eight years already.

Pretty sad

Aku sedih
Mengenangkan nasib sendiri
Yang mahu berubah tapi susah untuk menangkis godaan
Yang mahukan kehidupan lehih baik
Tapi sedar diri tu tak layak

Pada umuran yang seperti ini
Aku tak yakin
Susah ada peluang yang benar sempurna
Mengenangkan nasib sendiri.

Hati ini sentiasa menangis
Cuba menjalani kehidupan biasa
Padahal dalam hati
Seribu rasa bergolak.