It has been a long time since i didnt hangout with my other friends.
They might be didnt left me out like what ive been through right now.
I wouldnt live in my own if im with them. Atleast thats what i thought lah.
Its my fault too actually. Im the one who didnt care. Too preoccupied with someone else.
I hate this and im regretting it right now. Urgggghhh
Stresss
So its second day of my exam
Second last obstacle before becoming an employee.
Im sure im pass but not with flying colours la. Just a normal result cuz i dont give 100% focus.
Tomorrow its going to be my last OSPE or known as practical exam which determine wether i could do it in time or not. This is where my skill will be tested. I should finish it within the given time and of course i must do it correctly.
So, i hope everyone will pass their exam first sitting. Eventhough i know there's someone who are doing little cheat there.
Right now, i just want to finish my exam and going back to home immediately. I miss my home. I miss my mother
I thought it's a sign but then it just a way to make me remember god
I know i shouldn't believe it, I thought he's not like others
But to be truth, he's just same
Nvr mind, i will wait for my future
I dont have a guts to express my feeling open to everyone. Im not kind of like that.
So when i say it, its kinda akward.
I show my love in an unknown way.
Sejujurnya, aku hanya inginkan yang terbaik buat ibu aku. Cuz she's the only one that i have.aside from my sibling la.
I saw her happy, sad and angry. And I dont want her to be sad. Experienced it once when she's so sad, it just like it tearing your heart into a small pieces.
Same like your heart stabbed by a daggers.
