Bored to the max

Kinda akward
Bored
What to do

A point

There is a point in my life
I just want to walk away from my life
And be a new person

A place where people don't know me
A place that give me peacefull

Can i get that chance?

excited

My life completely turn to be a better life nowadays.I was eager to learn something  and boys im getting love my new job.Basically, it wasn't what i've  dreaming before but it kinda something related for what i hope.its still a long journey though.

What we plan before didnt exactly will go smoothly like we hope  but still god's plan still the best for us although its a little bit differ.

So now, im officially doing my practical somewhere in msia.

I just have to break my wall.

Lesson

Right now, i dont wanna talk
Cuz i know
Who knows
It will happen to us

I got my lesson

Still, some people dont know
Dont care

They will never know
But i know

I hold this promise
But i dont know how long it will take it

Tears falling down
Every night

I really dont want to talk about it

Rasa

Pada saat ini
Masih rasa kurang yakin
Macam mimpi

Cuma berharap
Semuanya berjalan dgn lancar

Be myself

Note to myself :
ok, fine.I don't have to change
Just be myself
And everythings gonna be alright

Kadang, perubahan itu tak perlu kalau menyesakkan.
Serasa macam hipokrit.
Padahal bukan begitu.

Entahlah, entahlah.
Entah..

Diam diam mungkin lebih baik,
Masih tak berubah
Walau nyata.
Aku tak perlu
Aku bukan begitu

Just be myself
And everythings gonna be alright

Kadang

Kadang aku perkecilkan manusia,
Tanpa sedar aku juga manusia itu,
Yang masih terkapai dalam lautan,
Yang maha luas terbentang.

Kadang aku terlupa,
Bahawa aku masih ada tuhan,
Masih punya tempat berpaut,
Biarpun kuatnya badai menghempas.

Kadang aku terlena,
Dalam lautan mimpi,
Hakikatnya aku hanya terdampar sepi,
Menanti dilambung ganasnya duniawi.

Wonder

Sometimes i wonder
What is the point of falling in love
When sometimes that feeling could lost somewhere.

Don't know exactly what it feels about.
I couldn't understand what is love.

Kerana

Cukup cukup menjaga
Biar yang datang
Menghempas pulas bersih

Kerna hati masih di takuk lama
Melukut di tepian tak berpenghujung
Menagih

Sometime

Sometime
Everything that u do
U wouldn't feel worth it

It's been a long time since my last post,

So, i was lost
Kinda got confused with certain things
There's a blurred line
Still waiting
And waiting

I need a push up to get changed
I need something

Distance

Surely
Distance is the best solution,
It is the only way,
I could go away.

By any reason or no,
It is always,

Worth

Worth it or not,
Never be judgemental,

Worth it or not,
U will always have to keep going ur life,
Its not a matter of fact

Until the last stop.

Never stop
Just carry on
And keep moving

Don't hide
Don't think

Just don't,
It's better.

Mimpi

Mimpikan yang indah
Ohh, bestnya.
Harapnya
Kali.

Bagi orang biasa aje
Mimpi kot
Watpe nak heboh

Cuba kau pula
Canang satu dunia
Indahnya mimpi aku malam tadi
Mimpi yang paling indah antara yang terindah.

Dalam tak sedar
Kau juga begitu

Mengapa tak pandai sedar sedar
Oh,
Lupa.
Kau masih bermimpi indah rupanya.

Just

It just a matter of time,
When and where,
To I belong.

Despite whatever happens,
Life seems like a challenge to me,
When u could find ur own happiness,
Let just stay still

Who knows?
u could be there forever
Or move aside
Another undiscovered world.

Living a simple life

Sometimes
I just want to live simply
No worries
No problem
No stress..

Living in a cottage
Surrounded by nature
Green grass with white fence
Colourful flowers
Rustic smell

Cook favourite food
Baking cakes
Decorate house
Gardening

Weekends,
Jungle trekking
Camping
Watching the milky way of star

I

I noticed that
Whatever we want so badly
Either we can get easily or we have to fight

In the end
Its all depend on us

How we accept the fact
How we react towards it
No matter what.

Aku bukannya .....

Aku bukannya apala
Sekadar mengingatkan mana yang terlupa
Takut kau juga  tak sedar
Takut kau tak peduli

Aku bukannya apa
Aku fikir kau lebih tahu
Sampai sampai kau tak sedar
Di luar tu,
Masih ada yg tersakiti tanpa sengaja
Tapi aku sedar
Kau juga manusia

Aku bukannya apa
Tengok kau mcam tu
Tengok diri aku sendiri
Aku sampai berbelit kata nak luah
Tapi dalam hati ajela
Aku mana layak, kan?

Je te manques

Je te manques
This is what i feel about you
Long time ago till now
Always and always

Just sometime,
You disappeared from my mind
Didnt mean you're not important

I always and always
Keep my feeling towards you

History

Owww how much i hope they will preserve those old storey house which it is a historic building.Cause i am so into the historic thingy.

I couldnt let history being forgotten.Those are limited edition building and it aged a hundred years maybe.I hope and always hope they remain the building and preserve it as a world heritage.Eventhough people didnt use it anymore someday, i hope they will turn it to become a museum.

Ya skuchayu U

Suddenly, u  came  in my mind..
Nothing,  just been missing u.

A year and  more,
I cant imagine, how long i can keep this feeling anymore.

Maybe

Semua benda mau bising
Sakit hati  jadinya

Tak bolehkah,
Untuk sesaat,
Berhenti!!!

Bukan semua benda yang dicakap,
Manis didengar di telinga orang lain.
Lain manusia,
Lain ragam,
Lain perasaan.

My new year

Mind u, i dont celebrate new year eve..its useless.

Ok, baxk to my topic.
Ive started my new year with having a chickenpox.Headache and feeling dizzy at first, right at the 1st Jan 2014.Then there the itchiness.

So, now.9 Jan, if im not mistaken, still have it.

I dont felt sick at the third day but i pretend to cuz i was to lazy to do anything.so, basically i just lay down and  surfing the net.Luckily i have my phone with me so the boredness didnt hit me too much.

So just this